When Relativity isn't enough...

My inherent sense of time is false, furthermore i know no motive, No reason why i think. I cannot confirm nor deny why i am here. My subdued "conscious" is a dream (or distorted sense of "reality"). My sense conception is only conveyed through vibrational representation, I know or at least "believe" in this reality, that nothing is real. What i write is not real, the sky above me is not real, Therefore the world is painted in a new shade of apathy. So in the end, everything is everything and nothing at the same "time".