3-27-2008

life has been very dull of late. I went to work today, worked allmost all the day, went home early, and ate a sammich. Then rode around with Andy for awhile. Riding my bike is the only thing that really seems to get me away anymore, and i think thats kind of sad. Im falling behind in school, which is realyl discouraging. I want to do so well, but i think taking as many classes as i did, its a little over-bearing with my work and social life. So im glad im taking this summer off.

Arete is practicing tomorrow. This project is taking awhile, which i think is a good thing. Nothing good comes easy, and this band is definately proving it. So far ive been challenged with this style of music, not only lyriclly but word placement. Its completely different then what i was used too, fast hard and easy hardcore punk. I jammed with Anthony the other day, that was real nice, were trying like a PV/rock and roll/Grind band. And it went well while it lasted. I have to practice more, until i feel suepr comfortable with my drumming. Im thinking about saving up and putting out my own 7" (of another band ofcourse). I allways figured that if i did this, maybe eventually someone would care enough about my band and maybe throw in some money to make a release of my band happen. I dont know, it kinda seems selfish, but i dont want to put out a record so my band can get put out. I dont know its hard to explain.

My love life is non existant, and at this point i really dont care, apathy is starting to comsume me, and im content at this point knowing that from no one that ill be alone. And that might be a better thing for me.

I want to get away this summer, wether its traveling with some friends, or going on tour with a band, i dont even care, ill find a random band to roadie with, jsut as long as i get away. Whatever though random.

i dont know quite how to end this entry, so bye until the next ackward meeting.
-C.M.